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[Friday
April 14th, 2006
4:36pm] |
fuck you christina.
all that shit you said, i thought we were best friends.
people are scared of me and thats why they dont reply.
and you need to grow up.
not me.
fuck all of you.
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[Wednesday
December 28th, 2005
8:26pm] |
BROOKIE BABII
I LOVE YOU
YOU FUCKING TOOTSIE ROLL♥
so today i met up with patrick at meadowvale.
and we went to square one. then i got my memory card for my digi cam.
SO IM PRETTY EXCITED<33
and patrick actually let me take pictures of him =)
YAY!*(@&#
hmmmm then we walked around and stuff
then we took a bus back to his house.
i met his mom and his dad.
and we "tried" watching the 40 year old virgin.
buuuuuuut yea.
Krystle Anne Giansanti + Patrick _______ Nolan = Cutest Couple<33
AHHHHHH
yea im pretty happy.
OH GOSH
2 MORE SLEEPS
UNTIL I SEE ALL MY HOES
GET STOKED♥
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[Tuesday
December 27th, 2005
4:41pm] |
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Andy. FYI shut up. if i already deleted your skanky ass off of lj and myspace.
You only talk to me when it has to put up an argument,
or when you DO talk about me, all you say is bad shit.
So honestly. shut the fuck up. you're getting old.
And by the way. YOU of ALL people shouldn't say anything about sluts.
You're almost the walking S.T.D. I'm afraid of getting gonoreah from just looking at you.
And yes. Brookie dear, I am talking about your patrick<3
He makes my ears go red and i cant stop smiling<3.
Ps. Cant wait to see you lover face. ♥ x 38753275
And devin?
I hope you're reading this.
I want you to do this ONE thing.
Never speak my name again.
You are my past where you will stay forever.
You're old news, You're just plain old news to me.
You make me sick, I want nothing to do with you again.
And i blocked and deleted you for a reason.
So theres a little hint for you.
FUCK OFF AND DONT EVER TALK TO ME AGAIN.
honestly you people have
no lives. if i WANTED your opinion. I would've asked for it.
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[Tuesday
December 27th, 2005
12:18pm] |
yesterday was pretty fantastic.
met up with manda, went to tim hortans,
then mcdonalds. (for me. ugh.)
then phil met up with us,
then christina, and erin mills we headed for.
walked around a lot.
had 309257093275 myspace awkwardness.
fuck i hate that.
then around 4pm pat came, and we walked around.
manda went to work,
then we went home. (me and pat)
and yea. it was pretty sweet.
we watched the longest yard. and stuff.
it was really cute.
then we walked to wal-mart finding out that its closed.
so we walked back to my house.
and stuff.
gosh he's a real cutie.
okay, you know when you watch those "princess diary stories?"
and her food came up when she kissed "the perfect guy"
well my foot didnt exactly do that. but my food did jitter.
and i couldnt stop smiling. and my heart didnt go "pitter-patter"
it stopped.
it was amazing.
and he's gorgeous.
and hes different.
and im flippin excited as hell when i know hes going to call me.
or knowing that im going to see him tomorrow again.
ack.
we hung out from like 4pm-10:30pm. then talked on the phone from 12am-4am.
ahahha.
it was pretty sweet.
definition of a slut = people who sleep around with or without getting attatched. they do it with whoever, whenever. dating or not dating. just to get their own pleasure.
so now you read that. dont you dare get any ideas about me being like "one of those girls"
i mau have been with my share of guys.
but im not a slut.
im the total opposite of that.
I will admit that Im a flirt.
but i know how to curve it.
when i like someone.
i like them a lot.
and im not afriad of that.
i just know how to work a guy.
i may have a lot of experience with guys.
but i will admit to this.
NOT in that department.
Im not afraid to be open about this in public.
I just want everyone to know, whats really going on.
do not judge me by my lovers
do not judge me of how i act with others.
judge me of how i act with you
And yes. if i could, i wish i can go back intime.
and erase all the people that i have ever been with.
but its impossible.
it's in the past.
some relationships i regret, some others i dont.
its all an experience to me.
so when i grow older.
i know how to act in different situations.
probably better than any of you.
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[Sunday
December 25th, 2005
6:53pm] |
alright. so im talking to katie on msn right now.
and we're having the funniest conversation.
ABOUT LAME PEOPLE *cough*_ _ _*cough*
you know who you are, fuckface.
anyways. we both agreed that this one girl,
IS WACK!(&@!
shes fucked in her own head. and we hope to god,
SHE MOVES FAR FAR AWAY.
where she can create her OWN problems.
fuck. like you dont even belong here,
you are a shit disturber and a hoe.
seriusly.
and i thought I was bad.
PSHHH.
fuck, i love you katie.
OK. ATTENTION MY HOT CLOSE GIRLFRIENDS.
(you know who you are if i already talked to you about this)
DECEMBER 30TH.
SLUMBER PARTY.
GIRLS ONLY.
its at christinas.
and its B.Y.O.A (bring your own alcohol/weed)
just bring your own poison.
if you cant get any, just tell us, and pay us back at the sleepover.
BRING YOUR PILLOWS.
and P.J's!(!&@&) (no shirt and pants, IT HAS TO BE P.'J'S)
and thats the rules sooo far.
me and christina have cute/awesome idea.
WE WOULD REALLY APPRECIATE IT,
IT EVERYONE BRINGS AN EXTRA $5.
that would be lovely.
OH and if you have cameras/video cams. PLS BRING IT!@*&@!
so far its.
me
christina
erica
gabee
kellie
manda
monica
justine
katie
brooke
tiffany
bonny
and i believe brooke from milton.
IF IM MISSING ANYONE ELSE, IM SORRY
WE'RE GUNNA GET FUCKED GIRLS.
i fucking love this.
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[Sunday
December 25th, 2005
3:20pm] |
What are you? Answer every question with an "X" for yes, or leave it blank for no. Whatever you get the most of in a catigory, that is what you are. If you decided to repost this subject this in what you are.
Redneck--
[ ] Do you have a couch in your front yard or porch?
[ ] Do you drive a four-wheeler?
[ ] Do you ride four-wheelers?
[x] Do you like to get dirty?
[ ] do you like country music?
[ ] Do you have a broken car in your back yard?
[ ] Do you own a cowboy hat?
[ ] Do you live on more then 2 acres?
[ ] Do you have more then 4 different animals at your home?
Total x: 1
-Goth--
[x] do you wear black eyeliner?
[x] Is most of your clothing dark?
[x] Do you think about death often?
[ ] Do you want to die?
[ ] Are you a social outcast?
[ ] Are you pale?
[ ] Do you like Hot Topic?
[x] Do you enjoy Tim burton movies?
[x] Are you mean?
Total x: 5
--Punk--
[ ] Can you skateboard
[x] Do you wear Vans?
[x] Do you do stupid stuff with your friends?
[x] have you gotton in trouble with the cops?
[ ] Do you watch the x-games?
[x] Do you have any piercings?
[ ] Do you like/wear mohawks?
[x] Do you wear Band t-shirts
[x]Have you called someone a poser recently?
Total x: 6
--Prep--
[x] Do you say the word "like"?
[ ] Do you shop at Hollister/Abercrombie&Fitch/Aero?
[ ] do you pop your collar?
[ ] Do the people in Hot topic scare you?
[ ]Is the only nerd u like Seth Cohen?
[ ] Do you watch LAGUNA BEACH?
[x] Do you like pop music?
[ ] Do you want/have a little dog? i have two, therefore counts as 2 x's
Total X: 2
--Hippie--
[ ] Is your hair long?
[ ] Do you own a tye-dye shirt?
[ ] Do you want to save the animals?
[ ] Do you think war is unneccesary?
[ ] Do you like classic rock and trippy music?
[] Have you ever participated in a protest?
Total x: 0
--Gangsta--
[xxxxxxxxxx lmao] Do you act ghetto?
[ ] Do you wear do-rags?
[x] Do you like hip-hop?
[ ]was Tupac truly the greatest rapper in the world?
[ ] Do you believe he's alive?
[ ] Do you like afros?
[x] Have you ever said "Fo Shizzle"?
[x]Do you like to dance?
[ ]Do you own any Baby Phat or vokal? ROCA WEAR. IT COUNTS
Total x: 3
--Emo-
[x]Do you cry often?
[x] Do you wear hoodies?
[x] do you like soft music?
[x] Do people not understand you?
[x] Do you write your own poems?
[x] Ever dyed your hair red, black or dark?
[x] Do you cut your hair?
[x] Are you lonely?
[x] Is "Ohio for lovers" by Hawthorne Heights, a good song? I LOVE YOU XTINA!.
[x] do you own glasses?
Total x: 10
--Surfer--
[ ] Do you surf?
[ ] Do you wear flip flops year-round?
[ ] Is your hair shaggy?
[ ] Do you wake up before 6 every morning?
[ ] Do you own any pairs of shorts?
[x] Are you tan?
[ ] Do you want to be at the beach right now?
[x] Do you hate tourists?
Total X: 2
--Geek-
[x] Do you wear glasses?
[ ] Do you get good grades?
[XXXXX] Do you use an inhaler?
[ ] Do you stick pens and calculators into your shirt pockets?
[ ] Does your mom pick out your clothes?
[x]Are you on the computer often?
[x] Do you ever get picked on?
[ ]Do you look forward to goin to school
[ ] Are you shy around the opposite sex?
[x]you play video games?
Total X: 5
fuck, i love my puffer♥
woah. who would've thought... emo?
PULL THE TRIGGER..
AND PASS MY MY FRIGGEN RAZOR
jeeeeez
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[Sunday
December 25th, 2005
2:05pm] |
christmas, is a un-eventful occasion for me now.
i got a 27inch tv for my room, with a dvd player.
the garden state movie, a new portable cd player,
makeup, jeans, and other stuff.
so im pretty happy.
ugh. i like justin. and i know he likes me.
but i want to take things slow for once.
why cant people understand that, and back off?
like fuck...
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[Saturday
December 24th, 2005
3:29pm] |
so thursday i went to justins house.
talked to his parents for a bit.
turns out they love me more then they love him.
watched a movie. had gingerbread cookies.
then i went home after a couple hours.
then me and my dad had a huge fight.
i left, my friend picked me up
went for coffee and had a smoke,
went back home.
friday i workd from 12-9
and then jon picked me up with arthure.
then went to syntex, blazed with a few other guys.
guys who i would never thought i would be blazing with.
shit.
then i think jaymi called me and she was with jaycob♥ and them.
at clarkson go, i was gunna get a drive there.
but then they had to leave.
manda called me to meet up with them
and i did. at timmies.
as usual.
then yea. went to jamies i believe?
then i got a drive home
and yeaa....
fuck
it was a baaaddd trip.
shit.
and now im here.
getting ready to go for coffee dates with manda, christina, and kellie♥
and coming home to awesome food and the booki borrowed from mandas mom<3.
i still cant believe today is christmas eve.
and tomorrow is christmas.
it doesnt seem like it.
yesterday i got my moms ashes...
its in my room...
its weird, knowing shes RIGHT there beside me.
fuck. gotta get ready.
bye
merrry christmas assholes.
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[Friday
December 23rd, 2005
11:19pm] |
so im at jamies
but before that i was with jon
and i blazeded.
then i met upwith christina, mnada, phil and christian.
so now their blazing.
but i have to leave soon
fucking cerfew.
my chest fucking hurts.
ugh
im tripping out like mad.
ugh
im so hungy?
and my jaw huerts
potatoes, corn, peans, carrots, and roast beef is SOOO goooodddd.
<333
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[Friday
December 23rd, 2005
1:03pm] |
so i cut devin and mallory out of my life.
and i feel a lot better. =)
last night was pretty bad.
i hated the fact of whoever came up to me,
told me that "you're the most strongest person i haveever met"
but really, im not.
i break down when im alone.
and when i break down, i crash.
and i cannot help myself.
and its scary.
that a 17 year old can hold this much pain.
i hate suffering.
and i hate everyone who has a mom and hasnt lost anyone.
ugh, i have to stop being bitter.
so i went psycho last night.
i thrashed about.
i kicked my legs and threw around my arms.
banged my head agaisnt the wall countless times.
i really did hurt myself bad last night.
my dad woke up from my screams and came in my room,
i was doing stupid stuff. and he looked around my room
and started crying. everything was trashed.
i punched my walls, i have cuts all over my fists.
and he sat beside me on my bed.
and we cried together.
and we promised eachother we're going to get help together.
him and me. starting january 1st.
so im happy that something finally is going to set place in my life.
and i ca stop being depressed.
ugh.
i look fucked today
my face is swollen, red, blotchy and my eyes are like slits.
pretty gross.
and im not wearing any makeup.
so here is some good news.
so im at work.
and i had to call someones house to confirm an apointment.
and i dialed the wrong number bny accident and got a hair styling place instead.
and then he started talking to me about hair.
and i told him my friends use to cut and dye my hair, not i do it...
and he gave me his email address and number and asked me to send him pictures of my hair!!!&*^@..
and he said there might be an opening at his work for a girl like me!*&!*@&
fuck im sooo happy!
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[Thursday
December 22nd, 2005
2:50pm] |
so today.
i woke up late.
and i missed my go bus for work.
and i ended up being 2 hours late for work.
fuuuuck.
well i was supossed to work from 9-5.
but i came here around 11ish.
and now...
im doing nothing.
but myspace as usual.
"Lie to me..." she said.
"I love you..." he said.
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[Thursday
December 22nd, 2005
11:28am] |
So here are the latest updates with le krystle.
MONDAY ---> erica bussed her ass down early in the morning to see me.
we went to my school, saw some of my friends.
then went to bonny's house, we got hair dye at wal-mart,
then we went back to bonny's, and put on will&grace,
and started dying hair. I dyed bonny's and ericas.
And bonny dyed mine.
My new hair looks like a hershy swirl kiss (blah).
But bonny's is platinum blonde, and erica's is sooo sexii.
It's brown, blonde and red.
Yessss.
Then christina came by, and she left (awww babeee)
So me, bonny and erica went to mcdonalds, and drove erica home.
Where me and bonny got lost driving back
and i had to call my sister for directions.
and a cop was behind us, and we noticed that bonny's dad left beer in the back seat.
how lovely eh?
ahaha, but we got home. and everything was okay
i cleaned the house. and watched mr. and mrs. smith.
TUESDAY ---> I dont remember. but I do remember going to work...
Wednesday ---> woke up at like 2pm. did laundry, and then got ready to go to that show at my school.
it was alright. i fought for a ticket (yesss krystle). and umm me and jusin were being cute.
but britany (mallory's sister) wasnt impressed. and neither was this other girl keniedi that used to like justin, but still does?
awkward eh?
hmmmm but me and chrisitna danced to vulcan dub squad.
and all of us were gunna go to mcdonalds, but phil's car didnt have headlights
and the stupid cops pulled him over to tell him he needs to fix them a.s.a.p
so we just drove christina home. and we saw the same cop again.
yikes.
then he drove me home.
and i talked to erica for a bit on the phone♥
and then justin called me. and we talked till 3am
ahahhaa
gosh.
i love it.
♥
i never knew taking things slow was so awkward, yet... settling?
and even justin agrees...
awesome....
PS. the girls whom im close with.
SLUMBER PARTYYYY!@*!@*!@^(
december 30th.
save your money
get fucked with us.
and have fun<333
talk to me on msn if any questions.
seriously
like HUGE sumber party
GIRLS ONLY BOOGER BOYS
♥
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[Sunday
December 18th, 2005
2:07pm] |
so last night was utterly adorable.
my daddy dropped me off at meadowvale.
i went to td bank and pulled out money,
then saw bowie, alex and shane
talked with them for a bit, had a smoke,
then headed towards the bus terminal,
and then i met up with justin,
we waited for the bus,
went to square one.
and on the bus, these 4 blonde hoe's,
and they were singing SOO loudly and such.
and this one girl has HUGE boobs
so me and jusin were just starring at her,
ahahaha.
gosh.
then we got to square one.
and we decided to skip shopping and go to the movies.
so we went there, and had myspace akwardness
(we saw zeena and this other guy there)
we laughed and had shifty eyes.
and turned away.
so we saw King Kong.
and like. it was REALLY REALLY good.
but it took forever. it was longer than harry potter.
and woah,
the movie started at 9:30pm. the movie didnt end till 1:45?
ahahaha
ohh boy, and it was paaaacked =[.
so he got his mom to pick us up
and i got locked out of my house
and i started to freak out
because my sister wouldnt let me in
and UGH
she makes me soooo mad.
and she was bitching to her boyfriend about me.
so i started yelling at her to stop bitching, grow up and act her age,
and go to bed.
and she got even more mad at me
and threatened to tell my dad about me being 2 hours late of my cerfew.
and im like "to late angie, i already called him before the movie telling him i was late"
UGH
like she even said "ever since moms gone, she thinks that she can do anything she wants"
and when i heard that i went ballistic.
i started screaming
and yelling at her to shut the fuck up
and never throw that card in my face.
ever again.
and you know when people talk to you about being angry?
and they see red?
well i actually saw red.
i FREAKED...
i wanted to like. run to her run
thrash about
and swing my arms everywhere,
so i can beat her to a bloody pulp
and then she will be quiet once im done with her.
ugh she makes me soo mad.
next time, im not putting up with her shit.
i already told my dad.
like fuck, why cant she just stay out?
and stop being sucha stuck up bitch?
ps. my dad got ner furniture.
we got a new tv, new entertainment center, new couched, new stove, and fridge
im really excited!
the the tv is huge its widescreen
and the other tv is going in the basement.
and my dad locks his room now,
and so i snuck in once,
and i saw two 27inch tvs in his room.
skldjksahflhsa
fuck, i love christmas.
i guess its time to get everything new?
and move on?
i wonder if my moms watching...
will she care if we got new furniture?
will she hate the couched my dad picked out?
hmmm...
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[Saturday
December 17th, 2005
5:41pm] |
last night i got high with christina.
and i complained that i was "pregnant"
and i remembered having a dream that i had a baby.
and someone was trying to steal him away from me...
hmm...
tonight im going to the movies with justin.
and we're going shopping together...
and im really really excited!
he told me i give him butterflies
bluuue ones♥
hmmm
im happy.
and i like the spark
something new...
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[Friday
December 16th, 2005
7:13pm] |
this is soo gay
he makes me soo mad.
ugh.
whatever.
these games has got to stop.
or i will personally stop it.
tonight im going to let lose.
im going to be free.
and im going to love every fucking minute of it.
hmmm maybe i should bring justin or julian?
this should be interesting.
well krystle is going to be high and drunk tonight.
and she will not care what people think.
fuck you
every single one of you.
i fucking hate all of you.
dkfjldskhglkshdhgs
everyone drives me fucking bonkers
im sick and tired of this.
like, fuck.
just leave me alone.
and i'll be fine.
its weird.
when im with people, im a fake
but at least im okay.
but when im alone,
i crash, and brake down.
and i cannot stop.
fuck this.
fuck you.
fuck all of you.
i hate you.
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[Friday
December 16th, 2005
3:03pm] |
im working today from 9am-9pm
slkhfsafslkajl
and i only had one hour of sleep.
hmmmm
im tired.
and and and
hungry
and i miss devin
i love him sooo much....
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[Thursday
December 15th, 2005
5:28pm] |
so the other morning.
i called erica at like 3am
i was panicing
and she saved me.
we made plans for the whoooole day.
and we me tup at like 8am at square one.
then we walked around.
then we went to p.c high school =)
and where i saw justine and monica and mandy♥
and and and this bot who has a "super crush" on me
ahaha
it was funny.
then me and erica left to go to her house
then monica came afterwards
and we made perogies after erica almost killes herself<333
then us 3 has an awesome talk about boys and sex and sluts
monica won by the way.
but it was proven that i was the biggest flirt.
oppsies.
hmmm then we had a smoke,
attempted to take cute picture.
then went back to school.
and then we talked with people.
made coffee date plans.
and then me and erica went back home.
and we held hands♥
i didnt want her to be cold.
then we watched the butterfly effect.
and it was super cool.
but i kinda feel asleep (i had one hour of sleep)
and erica woke me up, we cuddles on the bets couch alive.
and then her mom made faightas (i cant spell that word by the way)
and we got more fat.
then she walked me to the bus stop.
and we took more cute pictures.
and then i went home
so i wasnt hom from like 8am-10:30pm.
LOVES IT
and i love erica
shes my tinkerbell
seriously
she makes all problems go away with a flick of her wand
and she is gorgeous
<3333
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[Monday
December 12th, 2005
9:04pm] |
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[Sunday
December 11th, 2005
1:46pm] |
so, i havent updated this in a while.
friday was chicks nights at rhiannons.
it was me, christina, bonny, rebecca, michelle, kylee, rhiannon, and like 10 other girls where there.
it was pretty cool.
we drank and like me and christina had a lot of sessions.
that night was sooo much fun.
we danced too.
then we had mcdonalds
and we crashed.
sarudaay, we had a little thing at jamie's house.
and a lot of people came too.
like jaymi, matt, manda, christina, christian, skinny phil, devin and all these other people.
oH and JONO.
yea.
he was fucked. all the guys had abrith or shit like that
me, christina, devin and skinny phil smoked a session,
then devin lef, bit i dont really rememeber.
hmmmmm
and i had too more sessions there.,
and now its sunday.
and here i am. smoking another session.s
so im not gnna lie.
im kinda high right now.
ahah
ok not KINDA but i am
and you cant laugh at me.
ugh, i wish i had those computers fo your diary, so you can write in whatever your thinking about.
cause that wyou be like SOOOOO cool and such
hmmmm
so like
jamie went out and is getting us food.
OH YWA
i ordedered pizza last night
and like, i had soooo much meat and hicken on on
i didnt even know it
ugh
im sooo hungry.
and people are talking to me on msn
and fuck.....
i cant even like write an entry without getting inturuppted
well im gunna go now
and like
have a smoke
abd wish that my foods here
sart food popcorn and my bottle of coke
ugh
i can taste the bubbles
woooooooahhhhhhh
my hands look like rubber dead hands...
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[Wednesday
December 7th, 2005
10:08am] |
so monday was the viewing, and over 200 people showed up.
it was pretty good. lots of my friends came.
and yesterday was the funeral.
and it was the biggets funeral i have ever seen.
and well, the viewing was the biggest viewing i've ever seen as well.
thanks to my friends who showed up.
all the mount carmel people.
and my close friends.
you know who you are.
i love you guys sooo much<3
AND last night. christina did a little surprise for me.
so called up some of my other friends for dinner.
and manda and jamie pickedup me and devin at my house,
went to turtle jacks for dinner, thinking it was just us.
and i came in, and ig table for all my friends.
<333
i love you guys
seriously.
ps. FUN CAR RIDE HOME
ahahah.
bonny just got her g2. and shes still learning how to drive.
aahahah.
i love her.
yea, me and devin spent almost 12 hours together.
and its possible... now i love him even more.♥
pss. i think im sick. its gross.
ugh, all i wanna do is sleep.
i cant stop coughing
and and and
yea. ugh.
thank you to whoever came to the viewing and funeral
it meant sooooo much to me
and my mom as well
<3
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